Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Quem sabe....

Um dia...

Um dia daqueles em q tudo é perfeito.

Que tudo dá certo.

Que vc acorda de bom humor mesmo sendo Segunda Feira.

Seu cabelo não te odeia.

Que o transito tá perfeito, todos os sinais ficam verdes.

Seu chefe te elogia.

Seus colegas de trabalho te admiram.

Ninguem quer puxar seu tapete.

Você nem ve a hora passar porque ama seu trabalho de paixão.

Transito perfeito de novo...Rush Hour??? Que diabos é isso?

Casa ou Happy hour...não importa...td é perfeito.

Você tem amigos, pessoas q te amam, todos gostam de vc.

Não há violencia, guerras, fome, morte, ou dor.

Tudo funciona.

É facíl acreditar.


Nesse dia...

Encontro alguem q me aceita do jeito q sou.

Que me enxerga.

Que me ame sem pensar.

Que entenda q quando estou livre...
posso amar de verdade.

Que vou mudar pq quero, pq amo...
Não por medo ou insegurança.

Que ame meu sorriso, meu jeito de andar, e as 1001 caretas q faço.

Que entenda meu jeito turrão, e rebelde por natureza.

Que me trate como uma criança de 3 anos...quando estiver agindo assim.

Que entenda meu jeito de zuar, ou dar risada quando estou nervosa.

Que saiba diferenciar entre o silencio necessário, e os gritos silenciosos de socorro.

Que não precise de mais nada além de um sorriso.

Que não precise mais nada...só o meu carinho, meu amor.

Que sonhe, mesmo quando não quero sonhar.

Que tenha corajem de derrubar a muralha.

Enfrentar Dragões.

Ter o melhor de mim sem medo.


Em um dia perfeito...talvez aconteça.


Não existem dias perfeitos.

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Be a smiling Monkey!!!


Yeah, you heard, ops, read me right!!

BE

A

SMILING

MONKEY!!!!


Come on!! What do monkeys have to smile or laugh about???

They're hairy, stinky creatures, who have as a favorite pass time picking lice and other critters out of each others bodies, eating bananas, and in some cases flinging dung at innocent passer byers.

Yet... they couldn't give a rats ass if we think they're all of the above.

I think that honestly, Monkeys laugh their hairy asses off at how silly we humans are.

They live their lives healthily, eating fruits and veggies, swinging from trees and getting plenty of exercise. I mean; how many overweight monkeys have you seen??

While we humans stuff our faces with poison, and lead sedentary lives, and look like blubber balls which leads to low self esteem , therefore turning us into less than agreeable folks.

They are happy living between their own kind, in spite of fights, they always find a way to make up. They'll have a fight over something silly and sometime later will be picking lice of their "offender's" back.

How many times have we stopped talking, and communicating with someone who's offended us?

They don't back-stab, lie (for one they don't talk...I'll give them that much), and act like animals with each other, just because they don't like the way the other monkey looks.

We are animals when it comes to other human beings.

They don't pay bills, aren't stuck in a never ending cycle of making money only to never have it.

We loose our lives doing that.

They play, have a good time, and when pissed...swing dung at unsuspecting strangers.

We work too much, don't play hardly enough, and when pissed...take it out on other humans.

Now, I'm not saying turn in to a monkey.

But try acting like one once in a while...it might do you good.



Monday, July 23, 2007

I'm just....


Tired...

Tired of dishonesty.

Tired of reading in between the lines.

Tired of feeling stuck.

Tired of fake friends.

Tired of empty promises.

Tired of words that won't come out.

Tired of the feeling of nothingness.

Tired of a never-ending cycle.

Tired of unspoken dreams.

Tired of not dreaming.

Tired of searching.

Tired of waiting.

Tired of hardly ever seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.

Tired of heart-aches.

Tired of my own heartbeat.

Tired of being me.

Breaking the habit....



Nuff said.

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Wicked ways of the heart


"Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again; skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts." -Anonymous


Ah! Love.

To some the air that they breathe,
To others the exact thing that makes them stop breathing.

To some the one thing that dries the tears,
To others what makes those tears fall.

To some it puts a smile on their face,
To others it does anything but make them smile.

To some a beautiful song,
To others just an awful sound.

To some peaceful thoughts,
To others chaos and confusion.

To some a reason for living,
To others a reason for quitting.

To some rainbows and perfect weather,
To others lighting bolts and stormy weather.

To some freedom,
To others prison.

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Those that matter, don't care....

And those that care, don't matter.

My best friend told me that once, and a light went on in my head!!

Yeah, sometimes I'm not that bright...hey, don't hold it against me! =)

Friends are the most amazing thing one can have, really. They are people that come into your life in the oddest ways sometimes, or in the usual way, but once they do, well...they just never go away. Even when you want them to...hehehe

The friends I have mean the world to me, some came into my life when all I needed was a friend, others when I needed to know that my world hadn't come to an end (yeah, I can be quite the drama queen...) some sneaked into my world, others just crashed right into it.

They manage to see the best in me, and because of them...I'm a better person.

They all have their value, and place in my heart.

Nina - My sister, my friend, and personal shrink. No one in the world will match your love, patience and sprinkles of crazy, but you mean the world to me.

Ariel - Little sister of the heart. Listened to hours of bitching, crazy talk, and whinnying...and still loves me. Evil genius soul-mate...and green.

Steven - MY uncle Teteen, my resident lunatic and favorite pain in the ass.

Dani - Friend,sister, nut-case and resident clown, you make me laugh when others can't.

Ricky - Favorite writer and ghost rider, werewolf, vampire and friend. Through your fantastic imagination you gave me wings to fly, and taught me how to dream...even if it's for a little while. I wish the world could see through your eyes...it would be a much better place.

Eden - So far away, and missing you sucks. But you were the best friend a girl could ask for...you understood. Your courage and strength is always an inspiration.

Gards - Favorite student of all time, and my favorite lunatic.

Pio - I didn't like you, you didn't like me...and still I found in you a true friend...for good and bad.

Lê - Sweet, innocent and stupidly silly, but made of steel when push comes to shove.

Maggie - My sweet African princess, I haven't seen you in years, but that place in my heart is as yours today as it was when I first met you.

Bru - Let's DANCE!!! You cheered me up during the gloomiest days, just by smiling and refusing to let me get down.

Chi - Ha! words are stupid and silly...they wouldn't come close. You know me too well, and knowing that...I don't have to say much. You're....you. And that's enough.

*latest additions*

Danny Boy - You put up with me even when I can't. Favorite Guinea Pig for teasing techniques, you were a friend when I needed one. You match my sense of humor like no other...but you are still a BUMWC....

Rô - Who else is gonna make gross food jokes...while watching C.S.I???

Will - because you're crazy...and a hairy ass monkey!!

Flá - Favorite Player

and all those that came and went...but never really left.


Crash into me.... =)




Ah! lovely song....sweet, charming...and so erotic.

Call me weird if you'd like...I love this song...for no particular meaning, or reason.

Haven't you ever felt like having someone crash into you??

Sweet you rock, and sweet you roll....


Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Allergic to Bull-Shit


I have finally discovered what my problem is, I guess it could be deemed as the newest medical condition.

I am officially allergic to bull-shit.

Yep, that's about right. I am so allergic to it, that it keeps me from breathing sometimes.

I wonder if there's a cure for it? I'm pretty sure antihistamines can't really help me out here.

Call me naive if you like, but I found out that there are professional bull-shitters out there. I guess coming in contact with some of those recently, made me realize just how allergic I was.

It's a funny condition, because by the time you realize what's going on... you are under an allergic attack. It's too late, and there's nothing you can do about it.

So, better being safe, than being sorry right?! Or so they say...who's "they" anyway??

The only thing you can do is try, as hard as you can to stay away from Professional, Semi-Professional, Amateur, and even Eventual Bull-shitters.

How to recognize one?? Well, they're professionals right?! Part of being a bull-shitter would be not to let anyone know you're one. So it's not and easy task. DON'T DESPAIR!!! It might be doable...

1- Always, ALWAYS be on guard against people that seem too perfect. They are probably perfect at bull-shitting too.

2- When a guy/girl repeats too often...and to others the "nice" things they tell you...beware! They're probably in one of the classes of Bull-shitters above, or suffering from a serious case of lack of creativity...in that case...beware anyway.

3- People that talk too much, and say hardly anything...well...run for cover

4- When faced with a situation, where it's impossible to pick up and run...just go to that place in your head...pink clouds and unicorns work for me...and tune out to whatever it is they're saying.

I know...not much of a help...but one does what one can right?!

When words aren't enough



I guess when words aren't enough
When all has been said and done
When nothing else can explain what you feel, or want to express.

Music comes in and does the job for you.

I haven't ever been the type who was good at expressing myself, at least not about myself.

This is for you.

Because of everything we went through, because of what you meant in my life.

Even when it came to the point that the good you brought to my life was the same as the bad.

If I had the chance to do it all over again, I wouldn't... because what you meant to me comes once in a life time.

You will always have your value, and my love. In a different way, but yours nonetheless.

Your space will always be yours.

....... dots......


Have you ever felt like a "dot"?

Not a "dot" in the vastness that is this immense Universe, in awe at how small you are compared to the magnitude of life, and blah blah blah.
I mean like a dot. .

Feeling like a "dot" can mean a lot of things.


It can mean feeling as insignificant as a "dot".


Can we choose what type of "dot" we want to be?


Can you choose to be the period type of "dot", the one that puts an end to things?

Or a "dot" in the middle of a crowd, where you're nothing more than that: a "dot".

Maybe you can be the "dot" that comes falling out of the sky, and turns out to be a meteor ready to bring chaos and destruction to the earth.

That was a "dot" for some time, it began like a "dot".


You could also choose to be the "dot" that thinks it's a meteor, but turns out to be nothing but a "dot'.

The "dot" that means nothing, but looking at it from far away you find out it's part of a gorgeous picture.
Or it can be just a "dot" that's getting in the way of that picture.

A "dot" can be a mistake on a piece of paper, or the beginning of something that was better left unwritten.

Maybe it was used when there was nothing left to say, to do.


Too bad we can't speak in "dots".


Next time you look at a "dot", maybe it wouldn't hurt you to figure out what type of "dot" that might be.

Saturday, July 14, 2007

Was it good for you??

My first time here...hehehe

This Blog doesn't have any illusions of grandeur, unlike it's owner, who's dream is to dominate the world...=)

It's just a space for ranting and raving, being silly or serious, all depending on my mood.

Like for example: Today I'm feeling like a calm ocean, seriously. Being the stressed person that I am, that's truly odd.

I have some days where I just have to let everything out.

This might be interesting... or not.

It's all really a matter of perspective.


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